BEDA Blog #12 - Life

Ah why does blogger say my post yesterday was posted today!? It wasn't! What the heck Blogger trying to mess up my BEDA. Lame. Anyway, today was a good day, well at least it was after I got home from school. I'm just no long a fan of school, it has gotten monotonous and boring and I feel like I'm just too stir crazy for it any more. So happy yet sad that I only have 12 more days. It's one of those bitter sweet moments because although I crave change and adventure, there is always something scary about starting something new and unfamiliar. Mostly I just think about some of my closest friends who are probably the only things that I will completely miss about high school. Having spent the evening with my best friend and another close friend, I realize that that is what I'll miss about my life as it has been. And tomorrow I'll probably feel completely different because that is just in my nature, but for now I know for years to come I'll think about the good times, regardless of the stress they cause me now, and be happy that those memories are what I have to show for my teenage years. I wish I could remember that all the time.