University

So I moved into university yesterday and this blog may be a bit preemptive, but I need to vent so it's happening here. You can ignore this if you want. Things are going pretty well if you look on the surface. My roommate and I get along well. I've talked to a few people and I'm figuring out how to navigate my way around campus. But for some reason, I feel like I'm not doing it right. The whole college experience is about meeting new people, but I hate meeting new people and I'm terrible at it. My schools a big party school so right now I'm sure there are parties going on all over campus but I'm writing a blog. My roommate is nice, but she seems a bit unwilling to go out with me, not even to parties (cause I clearly don't want to party) and just to find people to hang out with. I hung out with one of my high school friends today (and friend may be a bit of a strong word) and I've been talking to my good friends from home all day through text. I just feel like I shouldn't be doing that. It could be worse my roommate has a boyfriend who's still in high school, who seems completely overbearing. Maybe once I'm forced to talk to people, in class and the like, I'll meet people. I'm just worried this is going to be like high school all over again. And I really think I can't deal with that.